Trigger Sensitive

Lots of triggers came up today...
-today is Jame's court hearing. Haven't seen any signs of him in about 2 weeks now :( Hard <3
-I slept for about 4 hours last night... in the Shore lounge.
-My day started with submitting 2 assignments I regretted not putting more of myself into
-I realized that I trigger quicker and am more likely to be sad and or negatively effected by the world on little sleep. (= today)
-Swam in a pool of logistics about Food Justice, Farmers Market, and Real Food Challenge. I am tired of doggy paddling and feel like it is time to swim forward with love
-the AC got turned back on in our room which doesn't excite me.
-I am living out of a backpack for the next 2 days because of a visitor but more so because I am craving a reason to need to do that.
-I am really hoping I will get to see Paula sometime soon, very soon. Before spring break
-Not sure what I want. And not sure how to get there... (...exactly).
-Craving the comfort of the red notification and the words of one far away
-Not sure what I need but an pretty sure I need something
-Fingers crossed Vince will tap into my mood and wither cuddle into me and or poke around my head

I think I am going to call it a night for assignments now (before 10:30), walk to the Pines, and curl up on Vince's bed.

I made pesto :) Yet still didn't find time to make my second batch of kraut