Feelings Dancing Through my Pirate Belt

Feeling like I need to check out for a few hours, really not sure how to do that though...
Yesterday I realized the life I have been dreaming about living and working towards is the one I am living now, and the missing fingers are at my fingertips - yet I am not reaching for them. Having that realization yesterday in the kitchen made me realize that my path may change. What did my path look like? Not sure? What does it look like now? Not a clue. While that is scary, it is also exciting. Ayo~

I feel fragile, that feels like an appropriate way of describing it. This morning when I was leaning against the veg washing sink in the back of the kitchen scrubbing carrots I could not get the library in the woods out of my head. I wonder what that means. Maybe my future will have a lot of it :) It was strange, even though my eyes were open and there were other things going on in the kitchen I was very much so at the Library in the Woods in Greensboro North Carolina. I am looking forward to returning to North Carolina and what that brings.

I feel a bit like a pirate today. Scarves make great belts. I am wearing my light weight (and holey) green shorts, my special purple scarf around my hips, my trago top, and my polka dotted swimming top. Such a wonderful outfit on many levels.

I slept in the rain last night, and the night before that actually. While it was incredible and I am glad I did I may sleep in my tent tonight -- for the undisturbed space. Going to grab a quick snack from the kitchen (not sure if I need it physically but it will do me good mentally) then head down to the poly tunnel to do some watering and tomato feeding - hopefully the water tank has had a chance to refill.