<i> transition <i>
flash backs, old times, old places, new ways,
songs, places, people, memories,
Moving "in to" my space. Wanting to feel really grounded - craving a home and some permanency. Re-realization: my body comes everywhere with me and is one of the only things I will have forever!
Connecting with people not in my face to face life right now: Kelsey, Jacob, those at the Balcombe Protest, California Lily, Lily D...
Adjusting from living without time and or much planning for the past 3 months to making a calendar and planning ahead for things I will need 5 days from now (that is a long time) because I know I should do it... so strange.
Titles of Story people poems waiting to be read whose titles (and a few little words) make a poem:
Hard to Impress
Ready to Jump
In the Dark (for)
Inspiration (and a)
Permanent To-Do List
Could write much more and actually expand these points but instead I am going to pack my bag for tomorrow (while polo, shoes, food, clipboard, water bottle, etc), chuck some snacks in my bag, and walk to the Pines for a quick visit and then sleeping next to a good friend right by an open window (which basically feels like sleeping outside.) I am 'working' tomorrow as an orientation leader from 7 AM - 11 PM. Going to try and stay as present as possible and give love.
There have been lots and lots of ups and downs lately - but still...I love my life <3
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