Monday, October 28, 2013

Bits and Thoughts of an Alright Day

 II am not exhausted from todays adventures, I have stuff to do, yet I am ready to end the day. I walk slowly down the hall way and rest my head on the sink as I spit out toothpaste. Not feeling very lively or overjoyed. Excited to be doing most of the things I feel like I need to do, but not feeling like now is the time. I am not overly tired, but I am going to sleep soon. It feels like the best thing to do at this point (unless teleportation is an option).
I have chosen that I should submit a grant application for January Term even though dreaming today brought up a strong option for those weeks, and following months.
Monday... dear - is it only Monday? It feels like tomorrow really should be Wednesday.
Tomorrow is the month marker for
          getting my cleu mark
          using only natural soaps

To touch something real, will help the wounds to heal... good lyrics.

I got hit by a huge wave of missing Embercombe today. Gravity and a sore heart cleaned my cheeks today. A necessary release. I chatted through typed words with Jana which forced the tears out, reminded me to keep dreaming, and left me feeling healthy and excited.
What could be a lone swimmer, surrounded by murky water, smiling at a piece of technology once was a joy filled lady, swimming freely, living her dream, surrounded by an ever changing yet unconditionally loving community.
all things change with time

As my room mate skypes with her parents, I look at pictures of one of my protest buddies - the wild one. As she thinks and talks with her parents about her grandparents visit to campus as my mind wonders about the future and I dream about adventures.

Things I have been thinking about
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LULmbLlPvVk
responsibility
perceptions of life. What I want, what is, and what shapes them
my reality
the people and spaces I surround myself with
I have been taking long breathes out a lot lately
Life is so good when it is so good, and hard when it is not good.

Glad to have the dark redy purple sweatshirt in my life. I needed and the universe provided :)



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