June 19th and 20th Journal Entries

Some clips from my journaling since I left my Embercombe family and walked to Grandmom and Paddy's:

June 19th 2013

What could be the sounds
of a bed hitting the wall
right now in my life
is the sound of an older person's foot steps
never knowing when they will stop.

My eyes grow heavy
as I lay in my Grandmom's bed,
as my hand strokes todays' mark (a future scar),
dirt under my fingernails,
sun kissed cheeks,
hair blown by the sea air,
and my mind reflecting the day on today,
thinking about the future
and connecting the dots of learning.

I am learning --> every moment.

I love love love being part of a diverse (age particularly) group in a public place. Seeming like a family with people who I met but 15 days ago and have been in many situations with since.

Life is good. My life is good.

June 20th

My reality feels like I am living a dream (70+% of the time).

Just spent a bunch of time with Craig. I learned, laughed, adventured, and ate good (definition?) food.

I love the high I get from traveling, seeing new/old places, and interacting with people that aren't in my everyday life.

Our (Craig and my) conversations felt like waves:
calm and flat at times
and one flowing into the other
at times. No matter what
type of wave was present
and evident it was still
really nice.
Refreshing.
Like the ocean itself;
so much unexplored.

Craig and I:
-talked about the difference and value in life smarts vs school smarts
-walked around town
-discussed distance in light years
---earth to the farthest (current) planet traveling at 186,000 light years per second would take 13 billion years...
-stuff, objects
-happiness
-Embercombe
-food
and more.

The air is damp both both from the ocean and the mist and fog.

All done with the journal entries--
There was so much more for today. Such a good day. It is nearly midnight and I really must be in bed. (Fingers crossed Totnes tomorrow with Craig will work smoothly and be full of joy.)